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Thursday, June 09, 2005
Manic moments
The club would be none descript if not for the scent of the night; the groping, squirming, stench of perfume showers - man smell extinguishers dripping from the silhouetted frames stalking the bar. Shadows move suggestively as the the man finds a stool - a gin and tonic glowing with a lumionous blue light that sucks at his soul.
He's caught the eye of several vampirical looking creatures as they saunter past him; deliberately catching his arm with an awkward nudge, which he understands will progress into a firm stab in his ribs if he does not accept some company soon. That's the drill - you come, sit, and get prodded into submission.
He thinks, "Soddom and Gomorah' to himself and smiles into the evenescent blue of his chosen brain cell molester. Even after living this life for so long the moves still enchant him; the seductive eyes and flashes of amiable flesh still entice... keep an ember of hope burning in his dispassionate pools of sight.
"Are you a foolish man," the ghost of a woman whispers into his ear.
Without turning to her he answers, "foolishness, yes, I have known foolishness."
Her perfume is fresh - the first indicator that maybe she's not a professional. He savours 'Coco Chanel' and an educated nose offers images of a secretary hoping for sweeter things, materialistic, slightly childish, but with expensive aims - a high maintenance woman to be sure.
He decides to play this one for a while.
"Did you come to see the dance - the strip tease? she asks with a soft tone that was succulent, warming, trained in an art of suggestion.
"I always watch the dance," he replied, " I like to watch."
"Really, I like to watch too - they are so beautiful.. how they slide."
"They are symbolic of the void between man and his reality. The woman seducing the cold rigidity of the pole suggests a sense of emancipation, but also a cruel reliance in the desire to offer oneself completely to the man's overwhelming power to control her beauty - to make it his own as a trophy from the hunt. She must perform to be adored. Her flight from self indicates a desire to be desired, but also to be held within the realm of man's need to control - to extinguish all that she is inside for the symbol of sex - to be - ultimately the porn star one could love, but in loving, ultimately consume. In offering all that is the self she is finally owned by her final conviction to serve the ego of the eyes devouring her flesh... eyes hardened by the images they could never actually love... only consume."
"CHI VOI! Erm, I mean, what did you say?" the shadow fumbled with her limited vocabulary..
"I said, FUCK OFF," he replied, blankly admiring the iced blue clouds of his best, and most reliable, friend as the shadow beside him evaporated into the walls.
For an old friend.
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